Today I came to the realization that I really need some way of getting my feelings out...depression is creeping up on me. I needed a retreat...so...I chose the blog. A virtual journal so to speak. So if you are interested in my ramblings...welcome...you may read as you like...but I warn you now...You may not understand it...at all! Or then again, you may completely understand it! Feel free to leave me comments...
Today I totally had a breakdown...I started out okay this morning and did my workout and showered...then I started dragging my feet. I didn't feel like doing anything at all...so I took the kids to the park and sat there while the kids played. I did nothing else today...I did decide to bbq some turkey burgers and that didn't turn out too good. Ian pulled up from work and I just broke down in tears! What the heck was I thinking?
Aw yes...you got yourself into a stinking pile didn't you!?
